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So I thought we were going to be friends forever. Once upon a time, there were four friends from Westtown, who went to East, who lived happily ever after. That's my shattered fanstasy. Reality Check-- the worlds of MySpace and Webshots make it really easy to stumble upon dirty little secrets I wish I didn't know about. Planned get-togethers (without me), impromptu weekend fun (guess who is notably missing), you name it, I'm not there. And as far as living in my fantasy world, keeping the blinders on, and trying to make amends, it's pretty hard to do when the light is on and bright, and the noise of broken friendships and crushed feelings are loud and clear. All four go off to college. One goes off to Israel for two months, and I never get a call. One goes off to beautiful central NJ, luxuriating in academic and personal success. Another goes to oblivion, where both try to shut out the other. We all know who wins. Once upon a time there were four friends... and now, there's three. The one left behind, who despite it all, is determined to live happily ever after, with or without the others. |
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| i heart my ipod |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|06:05 pm] |
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Which Sex and the City Player Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
So i haven't updated in forever and a day, and the first thing I do is copy a quiz from Kim. Holler at my never-ending lameness. I don't even really bother to comment on other people's LJ's anymore, probably because people stopped commenting on mine. Oh well, I could possibly be setting up and official college facebook account in less than a week. That would rock my socks off. I'm so damn nervous, I REEEEEAAAALLLY wanna get in to Penn. But if I don't... be prepared to witness a breakdown, the kind that may require a straight jacket, a pint of ben and jerry's, and lots of movies.
Another side note, what I like to call The Will Factor. We talk. A lot. He has a girlfriend that he claims to like as a friend but doesnt want to be in a relationship with her. Instead he calls me, flirts with me, and wants to see me. I'm hardly complaining becuase I'm pretty sure I'm THIS close to getting what I want (finally), but it's so weird... I dunno how to explain it. Esp. since we havent actually SEEN each other in over a year. Perhaps Xmas break? New Years? This weekend? Who knows, with us everything is always messed up, complicated, and unpredictable. The only thing that ever stays the same is the general tension and uniqueness of us. Ten years, and we're still figuring stuff out... crazy. I'll say one thing, life when he's around is never boring.
so i'm going to get back to Lorback's insane gov hw, which I hate him for. Loser. Grr. Hugs and Kisses to all... leave me some love. |
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[Oct. 7th, 2005|03:25 pm] |
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I just finished pulling duct tape off my boobs.
Homecoming started TODAY with the pep rally, which was AWESOME. I got so many good pics, so if anyone needs some, let me know. Last night i made senior jeans with Clare, Katie, and Liz. They were pretty cool; i splatter painted mine. The jeans were tight as hell tho, so I'm wearing sweats to the game tonight AGAINST HENDERSON! I had sooo much fun at the pep rally, because I had an excuse to be in the middle of it. We were surprisingly loud, but the juniors gave us a run for our money in the noise department. We won, and i love getting all school-spirity. Of course, there was the characteristic East mini-drama (steroids), but its all a part of the weekend. Tailgating starts at 4, and i'll show around 430. The game got moved to 6 because of rain, but thats ok by me. As long as we win!
So back to the duct taped boobs... I changed my dress plans for tomomorrow night at the last minute. It was a black 3./4 length i stole from my cousin, but i felt like an old lady in it. Instead, i'm wearing a purple dress i've had in my closet thats backless, but i dont have a bra for it. hence the tape-- it works wonders, but requires a run-through. I'm excited, even though i'm like the only person who won't be high tomorrow. Say hello to the DD... aka designated driver. Fun times. well i'm off to eat, i'm hungry. xoxo |
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[Sep. 11th, 2005|12:07 pm] |
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So it's been a while. A lot of stuff has stayed the same, but some changes to comment on...
Growing apart sucks. Let's face it, some things are never going to be the way they were, and I can't do a damn thing about it. It doesn't make me angry anymore, it just makes me sad. They don't call me to hang out, so I'm pretty much just hanging with the one person who's reciprocating right now. I love her, but I miss the other ones too. It sucks, because whatever "it" is has ruined friendships that I thought (I don't know about them) were damn near indestructable. Nothing lasts forever, but I didn't think I'd be worried about leaving high school at the end of this year without my best friends to lean on. Or wondering if they're going to ask me to hang out with them at all, or take homecoming pictures or go to football games with them. We'll see what happens.
So school started. I freaking love my schedule, except the people in some of my classes are eclectic. First period photo I have Katie, Alyssa, and Michele W, which should be amazing. Croul for 2nd pd eng. will be interesting... that class is HUGE. like 30 people huge. At least no Christina Jose. 3rd period lorback with molly, lexi, mike, steph, etc. Hopefully the class will be cake. 4th period calc = impossible. Thats about the only equation I understand right now. 5th chem should be fun, because Kamin is awesome, and I have Rizzo the math/science genius (surprising, right?) to help me if i get stuck. Then its 6th study 2 days a week, 7th lunch, and 8th gym/study. which means that on Weds. and Fri I intend to get an early dismissal after 5th period. I love it.
Well I'm going to go take a shower... maybe a bath actually. I need to relax. This entry had put me in a reflective mood. xoxo |
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| Summertime |
[Jun. 20th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
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So this is my first entry in forever... I think the LJ craze has died out, and now I just check to see what other people write, instead of actually having to take the time to update my own. Bleh. So anyway, I've been down the shore since Thursday. Quite nice, a little boring, but nice. Haven't had to work yet, but I'm working 4-close (ten-ish) tomorrow. Not bad, esp. since a really cute guy named James was just hired. Met him at our breakfast meeting this morning. He was wearing jeans, a purple RL polo with the collar popped, and reefs. He was tall and had dark eyes (there was something nice about them...) and dark brown hair. As long as he's not gay or in a relationship, work is looking up. I need some new summer boys this year... and the absence of one in particular from past summers is especially evident this past week. The first week i'm down is usually the one where it's just him and me, because no one else is down yet. I find myself walking past the places we used ot hang out when we were younger and find that a new generation of prostitots has taken our place. Oh well, life goes on. Hopefully James will not be a let down. Bekki is here, but she's all Bible-ized. Not that there's anything wrong with finding religion, but it's weird to hear the older friend with all the good sex stories tell me she's not doing nything but kissing her asshole (in my opinion) bf and telling me to save myself til marriage. I almost laughed out loud when she told be this, but out of respect and general shock i didn't. Sarah came in from Texas yesterday and is now in AV, but I haven't seen her yet. I'm feeling a day of catching up by the pool coming on... haven't heard from joe either. But thats no big loss. On the bright side.... MY LOVE ALLIE IS COMING THIS WEEKEND! HA! SO excited. the only one of my friends from home who's called me and now she is coming to be a beach bum with me. Yay for her...and yay for a partner in crime. We'll be good, promise :-\. It's kind of upsetting that I haven't heard from people from home, but I wasn't really expecting it either. Well, Kiki is grounded (poor baby), so I'll let her slide, but the others just haven't called. Oh well, their loss. So yea summer has begun, and therefore a new update was necessary. Miss my Dub C friends times 1000000000000, so come visit me in AV! xoxo |
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| boredom calls |
[Jun. 4th, 2005|10:50 am] |
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Waiting for the SATs to be done so that I can work on my english project with the girls. In the meantime...
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[May. 7th, 2005|08:10 pm] |
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The week from hell is finally coming to a close. After 3 AP tests, a lisence test, and SAT II's, I can breathe. The AP's were pretty hard, but what happens happens. I GOT MY LISENCE!!!! yes go me, i'm a pretty happy little girl. The first place i drove? With my brother to get a mother's day present. And by present, i really mean about 4. I think ETP and I emptied our bank accounts. Flowers, an orchid, a book, and chocolate. Yes, I am the queen of the last-minute present. SAT's today, and EVERYONE was there. Everyone. Mollzo, Raina, Talucci, and some other kids I knew were taking the II's with me, so we were all in the same room... which was FREEZING. SO cold... i couldn't feel my feet, honestly. The tests were easy, though, so I didn't mind. Came home and slept a little before making my daring first-time-driving-alone trip. A whole mile from my house, but it was so worth it. Fell asleep in the sun on my deck, came inside, ate a BLT, and then Adam Kraut asked me out to dinner with him, Ryan Clemens, and this kid Mike with the blue Subaru, and Mia Summers was our waitress. An interesting night, but fun.Adam is actually a pretty cool guy, when he's not making fun of my collar popping. They're going bowling later, but I didn't feel like it because I'm sleeepy so i decided to "work on my paper". which I still might do anyway if ryan is an ass when he gets here. He's coming over, but little does he know he's in for a night of movies, nothing exciting. So that's the week in review. Today is officially 2 weeks from Junior Prom, and I am DATELESS. If I don't get one, i'm not going. It's not worth it. Hasta luego... xoxo |
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| Survey time |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|12:53 pm] |
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So it's been a really long time since I did a survey, and since I'm not especially keen on making Passover dinner right now, I figured that I'd do one. A long one. And my space bar is sticking... annoying.
WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT LINDSAY
1. What is the geekiest part of your music collection?
Probably the Celine Dion CD
2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?
I raid the cabinet for peanut butter...
3. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
The notebook, and here on earth, the one with Chris Klein and Leelee Sobieski
4. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
A boob lift. It is physically impossible for DD's to defy gravity
5. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
A fear of failure, but I really don't think its too irrational
6. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure?
I don't think I have any, but if I do let me know
7. Are you a pyromaniac?
no i'm afraid of fire actually
8. Do you have too many love interests?
nope
9. Do you know anyone famous?
I've met Jenna Bush, the First Daughter, in Cancun,and Potsy from Happy Days at Outback
10. Describe your bed:
In WC it's Tommy Hilfiger turquoise and white big fluffy queen size bed that I never want to get out of, verybeachy. In AV it's a very bright quilt on a queen size bed with a hard matress
11. Are you spontaneous or planned ?
Probably more planned
12.who would play you in a movie?
Hmmm... i dunno, you tell me
13. Do you know how to play poker?
Yeah i do, i played for the first time last week and doubled my money
14. What do you carry with you at all times?
my diabetes shit
what do you miss most about being a kid?
being carefree and lacking responsibilities
16. Are you happy with your given name?
Yea, its not ridiculously common, but at the same time people can pronounce it
17. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?
enough to buy gas to go to KOP for as often as I shop online, and pay my phone bill for the IMing, and the stamps for the email
18. What color is your bedroom?
tan and turquoise, very beachy
19. What was the last song you were listening to?
The OC mix 4...Goodnight and go
20. Have you ever been in a play?
yup
21. Have you ever been in love?
I don't think so...
22. Do you talk a lot?
i talk a lot when i want to
24. Do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
I'd be lying if Isaid the begger on the corner in NYCwasn't annoying, but the starving children all over the world certainly dont annoy me
25. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
I try, but everyone has their bitchy moments
26. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends?
I'm bf-less
27. What is your ideal marriage location?
A beautiful ballroom with floor to ceiling windows with a view of the beach
28. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play?
the guitar
29. Favorite fabric?
cotton
30. Something you love and hate?
school
31. What kind of bedding do you use?
400 count sheets. yea they're amazing
32. Do you tell your friends about your sex life?
what little i have i share with my closest
33. What’s the one language you want to learn?
arabic, french, russian... i want to know it all
34. How do you eat an apple?
big bites
35. What do you order at a bar?
cosmopolitan, or wine. Unless i'm with kim in cancun, in which case tequila, corona,and more tequila
36. Have you ever pierced your body parts?
my ears?
37. Do you have tattoos?
nope
38. Do you drive a stick?
Automatic Volvo S60, but the miata is stick
39. Favorite traits of the opposite sex [physical]?
smile, then eyes, then strong upper body so when they hug you, youfeel safe
40. What’s one trait you hate in a person?
two-faceness
41. What kind of watch do you wear?
silver and gold fossil
42. Most frivolous purchase?
Oh god...none are frivolous, they're all worth it
43. Do you consider yourself materialistic?
unfortunately yea
44. What do you cook the best?
brownies, ramen, and i make a mean reservation
45. Favorite writing instrument?
the bic pens with the grippies that correspond to the ink color
46. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
depends on the occasion
47. Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
sure why not
48. What’s one car you will never buy?
an oldsmobile or a kia
49. What kind of books do you like to read?
classics, harry potter, trashy romance novels
50. If you won the lottery, what would you do?
invest in real estate, donate to JDRF, pay off family stuff
51. Burial or cremation?
burial. I'm scared of fire, even when I'm dead
52. How many online journals do you read regularly?
all the people on my friends list
53. What’s one thing you’re a loser at?
Letting things and people go. I hold on really tight
54. If you don’t like a person, how do you show it?
I don't hang out with them, but I'm not mean
55. Do you cry in front of your friends?
yea, thats why they're my friends, because they're there thru good and bad
56. What kind of first impression do you think you give to people?
Hopefully a good one, someone who's genuine and outgoing
57. What’s one thing you like to do alone?
listen to music and play the piano
58. Are you a giver or a taker?
both
59. When’s the last time you cried?
when my paper got deleted last night. PMS, ok?
60. Favorite communication method?
face to face
61. How many drinks before you’re tipsy?
surprisingly, i hold my own considering i'm not a drinker
62. Do you think you’re cute?
I dont think so... do you?
63. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends?
not at all. I don't think modesty is in my vocab
Name a CD you own that no-one else on your friends list does
The OC mix4, because no one else has bought it yet
Name a book you own that no-one else on your friends list does
doctor zhivago
Name a movie you own on DVD/VHS/whatever that no-one else on your friends list has
my bat mitzvah video
Name a place that you have visited that no-one else on your friends list has
curacao
Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
being jealous
keeping my feelings bottled up
not doing dishes right away
cursing. a lot.
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
a boyfriend
a monkey
manolos
a house in another country
Name Four Scents You Love:
orange-y smells
gardenias
the rain smell
the smell ofsalt air at the beach
Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
lucite platforms
a 2 piece gown that shows tummy
super duper long acrylics
something i made. I'm not creative like that at all.
Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
passover
prom
how i need to shower
how i miss some people
Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
cooked some passover dinner
ate egg salad
talked to kim on the phone
made my bed
Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
katies bday present
a soft pretzel
an AP history review book
a smoothie
Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
water
iced tea
diet coke
anything else diet |
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| Hello Sunshine |
[Apr. 16th, 2005|09:38 am] |
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Good morning my lovelies! This is my first entry in abotu a kajillion years, so I'll try and make it good. School is school, very busy but finally coming to a close. Side note-- I'm listening to the Fugees "Killing me Softly" right now and I forgot how much I loved this song. Back to the entry... so yea school is school. Prom season is in full swing and ours has bascially a budget smaller than my usual pocket cash. Frustrating, but not my problem. I don't have a date, but I have a feelign I'll go if only to wear my pretty dress one more time. Pictures at my house before, but I'm not exactly sure who will show. What happens happens, and right now I'm gonna concentrate on the more important stuff. Like finding a date.
So last night was my Random Poker Night. I told Dan Snyder he could have the guys over my house last night because they needed a place to play, but the people who actually ended up coming is probably more weird than having random guys over in my basement to play poker. It ended up being me, Katie, Allie, Kim, Glenn, Sean McStravick, Glenn, Dan, Mary, Steve Cummings, and his Villa slut. I must have had some crazy beginners luck (i'd never played before) but I played 5 bucks and ended up with 10. Go me. Dan and Katie were the first ones here, and since Katie wanted pudding, she and Dan went to wawa to buy milk and pretzels. The choco pudding actually ended up being more of a dipping chocolate for the pretzels. Fine by me. We played and watched the sixers game, and then went to DQ where I saw a guy i hadn't seen in forever working there. Splendid. So we came back, Kiki and Allie left and we finished up with a change hand. McStravick, Snyder, Glenn and Kim stayed til about 11:30 watchig family guy. Fun fun, especially since i was kinda on the couch with glenn and kim, the kinky lovers. Weird, but oh well. Apparently i'm a comfy pillow. So then I cleaned up and went to bed. Not a bad night, overall.
So now plans for today, except I might get some english EC with Kim at the mall today. We shall see. I'm out to eat some breakfast. xoxo |
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| havent updated in forever |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|06:04 pm] |
 | You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).
Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.
agnosticism | | 79% | Judaism | | 75% | Islam | | 67% | Satanism | | 50% | Buddhism | | 50% | Paganism | | 42% | atheism | | 42% | Christianity | | 25% | Hinduism | | 25% | </td>
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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 | You scored as Ariel. Your alter ego is Ariel, the little mermaid! You are a dreamer, and you often want what you can't have. You can be rebellious and sometimes disobey your parents to get what you want.
Ariel | | 75% | Cinderella | | 75% | Cruella De Ville | | 63% | Peter Pan | | 63% | The Beast | | 56% | Goofy | | 56% | Pinocchio | | 50% | Sleeping Beauty | | 50% | Donald Duck | | 50% | Snow White | | 31% | </td>
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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That's enough of that. Off to find a prom date, aka doing my homework. I've given up. xoxo |
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[Mar. 9th, 2005|05:06 pm] |
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I'm pretty sure that it's been over a month since i updated, but right now my life really isnt worth writing about. i started track today, and i'm thinknig it will be a good season. Even though I suck at all things involving running for no purpose, hanging out with molly and lexi and raina and sarah and michele will be hauuuutttt. So yay. I'm not feeling the prom crunch as much as I thought I would at the 2 month mark, but I have a feeling that I'm not going anyway. Spring love is in the air early this year, and it seems like everyone is paired off except me. C'est la vie. Also, kims party is looking like a no go for me unless someone is willing to pick me up around 10 at night. Yea, thats what i thought. Getting drunk would just make me feel worse anyway. Oh well. I'm eating pretzels, which im sure is negating all the sprints i just ran for the first time in like 7 months. Oh well, this update is boring. cheer me up... Ive been missing certain people damn bad lately. And not just the ones youd expect, either. xoxo |
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[Feb. 11th, 2005|07:42 pm] |
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Allow me to enlighten you on my life right now. My friends minus katie and abby are at the dance right now, and I hope that they are having fun fun fun. I, on the other hand, came home sick from school with killer cramps and puked, and i think i'm getting rather ill. Which means this fucking bug betetr find a new home somewhere not in my house by wednesday at 230. Otherwise I will seriously kill someone. Less than 5 days to cancun. whoot whoot. 2 days til V-Day... which by the way can suck my nonexistent penis. Stupid holiday. Love the people you love everyday, and don't make people feel worse for not hving a signifigant other by declaring it a freakin international day of googly eyes and roses. I'm not bitter though. Right now my mom and I are TRYING to watch the notebook, but my dad has royally fucked my DVD player. Go figure. AND i have to watch the OC because someone who shall remain nameless (eh hem katie eh hem) told me that Alex and Marissa finally hooked up, so I HAVE to watch. After I watch Rachel McAdams and Ryan Gosling have tear-jerking sex and romance. You know that feelign when your head is so clogged you feel lik someone serously just hit you with a sledgehammer? well welcome to my world. AND pat didn't call back. Alas, DVD working. Off to do that. More later. Feel better to me :-( xoxo |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|11:23 am] |
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I'm not a couple, so obviously i'm not important anymore. I'd be the worst kind of 5th wheel. I'm not mad she didn't tell me, because she probably didn't want to make me feel worse, but it still sucks knowing that there's one obvious reason the other was there and not me: She's part of an "and", as in Brad AND Jen, Molly AND Andy, Kim AND Pat. It's just Lindsay AND herself. Being single pretty much sucks right now. Oh well, at least I have Katie, because she's coming to watch the Super Bowl with me. But even she has a boyfriend. I can't hold it against them, but I think I am entitled to be insanely jealous. And even a lot hurt. :-( |
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[Feb. 1st, 2005|05:50 pm] |
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do we have some of the same interests?
5. Do you like me/ am I cool to you?
6. Do you have a crush on me?
7. Would you kiss me?
8. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
9. Describe me in one word.
10. What was your first impression?
11. Do you still think that way about me now?
12. What reminds you of me?
13. If you could give me anything what would it be?
14. How well do you know me?
15. How long have you known me?
16. If youve known me for a long time why do you still talk to me/want to know me?
17. When's the last time you saw me?
18. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
19. Are you going to put this on your eljay and see what I say about you?
So new update... spent a very hectic weekend at ILMUNC. For all of you who aren't up on the lingo, thats ivy league model united nations. I'm a loser, but a politically conscious loser. There were some really hot Penn guys working it, and they were nice eye candy. Met some cool people, loved being in the city, good food, good friends, crazy convos that i sorta wish i hadn't had... yea. Starbucks is an addiction, i went everyday. I think it was just to quell my insane miss-age of Kim. xoxo babay! haha. No but really... chai is bang bang. Yum + cinnamon. yea so after quite a few sleepless to virtually sleepless nights, the school schedule starts again. Bleh. Not too bad, and I don't have any insane rushing around to do for 2 weeks. Because EXACTLY two weeks from tomorrow, Kim and I will be on a plane bound for the warm beaches of CANCUN!!!!! Ah i can't wait. That's assuming kim doesnt want to ditch for pat... or bring him in a suitcase because that would be a little cramped. But it's ok, because I'm happy for her. So happy actually. And while Kim is watching the game with her pat, Molly will be snuggling with her andy, which leaves me snuggling in sweats and an eagles T-shirt on my bed with my stuffed animals. Splendid. Being single sucks ass. I just hope the others don't readily forget how it felt, since all of us were pretty much in the same lonely boat 7 months ago, but at least we had each other. And kiki has matty g/ andrew v. Pimpette. Love her. Anyway so I have no romantic agenda for anything in the future. Valentines and February in general sucks. I was planning to be sober in Mexico but if I keep focusing on this i'll turn into a beach alcoholic. which wouldn't be so bad except that drinking and sun arent too good together. On top of it all, I'm awaiting my SAT scores which i can get friday. I'll probably kill myself if I dont do well, aka break 1400. Because I just will. Because I have to. my life will literally end, don't tell me it wont. grrr. ok so thats life. and oh yea, you'd better fill out that survey. xoxo |
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| Por Favor |
[Jan. 20th, 2005|09:28 pm] |
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WOULD Y0U...
[] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere
[] cut some rug with me?
[] take a shower with me?
[] be my bf/gf?
[] have a fling with me?
[] buy me a drink?
[] take me home for the night?
[] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] give me a piggyback ride?
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
[] let me fuck you?
DO YOU...
[] think im cute?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle wit me?
[] want to hook up with me?
[] want to get it on all night long?
ARE WE...
[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?
[] fuck buddies?
[] if no do you wanna be?
AM I...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?
[] sexy?
[] crazy?
HAVE YOU EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[] wished i were there?
[] touched yourself while thinking about me?
[] wanted to touch me?
[] wanted me to touch you?
ARE YOU...
[] done with this survey?
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinkin bout me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor |
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| Weekday Update... Live from the Library |
[Jan. 13th, 2005|09:45 am] |
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| |  stressed | ] |
Hello my darlings. I finished my Spanish homework, so I thought I'd clue you in on some oh-so-fun stuff. First things first, I am secretly flipping out because I have a history presentation that I am SO nervous about. It's making me ill. Literally. Role playing the founding fathers... not my favorite kind of role play. NO, stop thinking dirty thoughts. Anyway, RIGHT AFTER THAT, I have a chem test that could either help or kill me. Right, sounds like a great day. Not to mention the weather. I want the sun to come out, complete with sunglasses and a big happy face. That would make me have a big happy face. But right now, I kinda have this pursed-lip, biting my tongue sleepy-eyed thing going on. I have come to the conclusion I make weird faces sometimes. Like when something is weird and or stupid, I do this pseudo-Elvis turned up lip thing. I need to stop that.. unless I'm the only one that notices it. Anyway, so after school today I leave for Florida. It's pretty much impossible to be sad when you're going to see Mickey Mouse, but right now it's looking kinda glum. Glum is a fun word. Like galoshes. And paprika. So my flight leaves at 5, but in the next 5 hours I have a ton of stuff to do. Shoot me now. Actually, don't, because that outburst was just a written manifestation of the stress/anxiety that was adressed in my English free-write today. We are all stressed, but I've come to the conclusion that the only thing you can do about it is breathe and take a nap. Naps help everything. That and jetsetting. Jetsetting is fun. I don't think I really AM one, a jetsetter I mean, but I love that I take long weekends just to get away. I need to every now and then.
OK so now I'm going to iron out some history stuff so that I don't fail life. Or at least AP history. xoxo |
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| Wow... I almost killed kim |
[Jan. 9th, 2005|09:19 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
OK SO here's another bandwagon trend
Jan. 2004 no LJ
Feb. 2004 "Wow so this is my online journal...don't I feel like a computer geek now"
March 2004 "another steal from Katie P..."
April 2004 "Nothing to say really, but I would LOVE to fill out this thingy which I stole from Molly who stole it from Kim the overhead projector goddess."
May 2004 "First update in a while, but it's gotta be a quickie..."
June 2004 (referring to Kim in a MemGen) "Yea she better not be getting with anyone close to a signifigant other, otherwise I might have to get guidance on her ass HAHAHAHA."
July 2004"UPDATE!!! I'm at home. I'm going back to the shore tonight tho."
Aug. 2004 "I can't even remember the last time I updated. I am in serious need of major Sex and the City. But first, a survey..."
Sept. 2004 "School today. Classes not bad, but can't shake that lonely thing I have going on right now"
Oct. 2004 "Kim has been BEGGING me to update for her, so I will. xoxo haha"
Nov. 2004" A few notes en la Vida de Lindsay... "
Dec. 2004"It would be really nice to get married in 2011... that's one year out of college." (referring to a Memgen)
Kim was right. this is fun. xoxo |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|09:42 am] |
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| | mellow | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Ms. Thompson. Loud. | ] |
Do you know how boring study hall can be? I'll tell you: Pretty damn boring. I'm supposed to be doing Spanish hw, but Ms. Thompson is being really loud with her class, saying "blah blah blah." a lot. Entertaining, oh yes.
SO anyway it's been a while since I updated, mostly because updating without anyone commenting gets quite dull. Take the hint. I'll update more.
No plans for this weekend, except that today after school my mom and I are going to see Phantom of the Opera (the movie) at Painters Xing. I love hanging out with my mom. And not just because she pays, either. It's fun to chill with her, and I feel kinda guilty because I haven't in a while. Note to self-- hang out with mom more. Maybe we'll go tanning, because we're both feeling pretty pale. And pale does not look healthy. And I hate putting on makeup (my new revelation) because it only fades throughout the day, but not enough that you don't have to wash it off at the last minute before you pass out at night. So either I tan, or I stay pallid. I vote tan. Anyway afterwards perhaps hanging out with Kim and Molly and whoever else at Andy's while he plays poker? I really want to hang out with Abby, because I haven't in a while. She looks SO pretty in her senior pics. I can't believe that next year she won't be here with us. It makes me value her about 1000X more since I know she's not always going to be here. Not that I took her for granted... ok maybe I did. But the point is that i want to chill wiht her more before she goes off to save the world next year, while we all write papers and drown ourxselves in college applications.
Yea so I seriously have to do some spanish and chem HW, so i'm leaving you. Forever. Ok maybe not really forever, but at least until I finish my stuff.
XOXO to all. |
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